Tuesday, 4 August 2009
I wish I could put my thoughts in to words. I can't even piece them together in my head. Nothing makes sense. I don't feel angry, sad, happy or excited. I don't know how I feel I feel like, I dunno like i want to fall through a sieve. and then everything i want to forget is left behind me.
I had a strange dream last night. It was pretty cool at first. The floor boards were burning from underneath me and i just fell (obviously) and then i started falling through this kind of like, black nothing-ness, just like black matter. emptiness. I was free falling for a long time and i then dived in to a giant fish bowl haha. I was just swimming and swimming and random glams of colour were shimmering past me in the bright light that was shining over me. (I dunno where the light came from tbh it was pitch black before) but then rose petals were falling from above me and in to the bowl and then all of a sudden i was standing infront of a brick wall and you know like in them harry potter films? and they can walk through walls and stuff? i just started walking throuh it but there was no end to it and i started to get very confused and everything just went crazy and i started crying... i can't really remember the rest haha but it was weird huh?


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