Monday, 8 June 2009
I just don't know what I'm going to do.
The two people I love the most, who have changed my life from the moment I met them are leaving me. I know we'll see eachother now and again, and I'm moving where they are in two years time. It's just not the same.
All I can say is that all the things I've learnt and everything I have felt due to these two people are things that will stay with me forever. We have so many memories, some good and we do have the occasional times were we have disagreed, but because we love eachother so much we push it aside because our friendship and love is much bigger than petty arguments. I want them to know that no matter what I am here for them and always will be. Whenever it feels like we are fading away from eachother, we know it will never happen because we share a connection that can only be shared between us and no one else.
They are the most independent, caring people I have ever met and have been through more shit than anyone I know. They have helped me find my true self and I am no longer afraid to talk to people about how I feel anymore. Well... maybe I can only discuss things with certain people.
The point is that Lucy cares far too much for people and not so much of herself however when it comes down to it she knows when to stand up for herself and what she believes in.
Megan can't stand negative energy and as soon as the atmosphere goes down she is always there to pick it back up and keep everyone smiling.
There are far more things I could say about them, but they cannot be said with words
Infact, there is nothing I could use to show what Megan and Lucy mean to me, and I hope they know it.
I love you with all my heart x


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